Last post untuk blog ni bertarikh 20 August 2010. Meaning, dah dekat setaun 4 bulan aku tak update blog. Sebabnye? Hujung tahun lepas aku ade awek. So layan awek ah. Layan blog buat hape. Masuk 2011, busy dengan uni pulak. What's supposed to be my final year in Adelaide turns out not to be the final year (ye aku tau ayat macam ayat keling). Maka terabailah blog ini buat seketika.
Now, it's summer 2011 and i'm not going back to Malaysia for the whole 3 months semester break. Sebab? Aku kene prepare untuk tahun depan. Ade possibility untuk status aku sebagai pelajar tajaan JPA bertukar jadi pelajar tajaan sendiri. Kalau bole taknak la mintak duit mak bapak. Aku pun dah 23 tahun. Besar panjang dah. Diorang pun dah pencen.
Ade advantage hidup guna duit sendiri ni. You control every single cents of your spending. That means, duit kau, suka hati kau lah nak buat ape. You can ask your parents for advice but since kau tak menyusahkan diorang, i dont think it's going to be a big deal. Unless for some reason diorang terang2 tak restu dengan ape yang kau buat dengan duit kau. So pandai2 sendiri lah. Jangan jadi anak derhaka. Kene sumpah jadi batu baru tau.
Banyak benda jadi dalam hidup aku starting from mid 2010. Budak2 Adelaide tau lah drama yang jadik taun lepas har har har (Sila lupekan cepat2. Aku nak mulakan hidup baru ni). And i learned even more shits that life can possibly throw to us. 2011 is not exactly a good year for me. In fact, i might say the worst so far. Tapi for some reason, ade parts in 2011 that i love the most despite it being the worst. Senang je nak explain why it is so. Contrast. You are in the deepest shit ever to the point that you will appreciate every single good things that happened to you. Agak2 kau bole paham dak?
Maybe aku nak tarik balik statement aku yang 2011 is the worst year ever. Why? Aku rasa aku hidup aku lebih terisi dan mungkin sedikit menggelikan, tapi aku rasa aku matang sket taun ni bahahahahah. Did a lot of stuff, belajar hidup cara susah, and around me there is a bunch of awesome friends. These guys are the best ever (though most of them are girls actually ngahahahah. Dah jangan nak label aku penggadis pulak. Tu title utk Mad Ridhuan kot, walaupun die skarang dah ade awek). It's sucks that they're all going back to Malaysia for good in...damn, 2 minggu je lagi? Pftttt. *insertforeveralonememehere* Maybe paling terasa nanti bile my best bro dah chow. Takde geng nak buat keje2 mengarut dah. (Tak gay kan ayat ni? Aku tak cium die macam Ariff Alfian tu cium balak die).
Maybe aku nak tarik balik statement aku yang 2011 is the worst year ever. Why? Aku rasa aku hidup aku lebih terisi dan mungkin sedikit menggelikan, tapi aku rasa aku matang sket taun ni bahahahahah. Did a lot of stuff, belajar hidup cara susah, and around me there is a bunch of awesome friends. These guys are the best ever (though most of them are girls actually ngahahahah. Dah jangan nak label aku penggadis pulak. Tu title utk Mad Ridhuan kot, walaupun die skarang dah ade awek). It's sucks that they're all going back to Malaysia for good in...damn, 2 minggu je lagi? Pftttt. *insertforeveralonememehere* Maybe paling terasa nanti bile my best bro dah chow. Takde geng nak buat keje2 mengarut dah. (Tak gay kan ayat ni? Aku tak cium die macam Ariff Alfian tu cium balak die).
Post ni bole dikategorikan sebagai post personal. Ade orang tak suke bace post2 macam ni. Bagi diorang blog2 yang tempek too much personal stuff ni blog sampah. Takpe. Aku pun tak suke sangat nak merepek pasal aku banyak2 kat public. Aku bukan narcissistic....kot bahahahah. Whatever. Chow~
P/S: Berkarat super kepala aku nak menulis skarang ni. Aku perlukan kreativiti dan inspirasi. Di manakah kamu????
